Now that we understand each other, I can only say that it is a huge comliment for the girl in question that you show so much interest. If fortune so wishes, she will read your comments and if she does want to answer you, she can do so as we will pass on your eMail adress.

Ps: i will delete one or two of the mails so it does´nt look so …….

Regards

Admin

Back to the main issue, I’m fully aware that my wishes to contact this girl may seem (and most likely are…) utterly outlandish, foolish and crazy. All I can say is that her bewitching smile left me breathless and I only wanted to let her know that she’s got a ravishing beauty asides -and beyond- the usual sex exposition, which, by the way, I don’t find it to be a bad thing or something to be ashamed of. Few things could be more natural and harmless. On the contrary, I’m open-minded enough to dig through the healthy -although always quite predictable- sexual exhibitions and strive to reach the core of such ethereal beauty that shines through those oceanic eyes in which I would gladly sink, in that enigmatic yet unbelievably joyful, free smile and specially in the indefinable halo of magic that surrounds her, towards which I feel as hypnotized as a moth by the Moon. I’m lead by the deepest spontaneous impulse, not by a rational, long studied schedule. But that’s not necessarily wrongful. It’s hard to make a mistake when you are so focused on something, when you hear the call of the instinct towards something, every doubt disappears and you are just left with willpower and fascination. If only all mistakes could be this pretty! Besides, she must be a daring and bighearted girl to show herself to the hordes of unknown hungry viewers. My most thankful acknowledgments! No worries; instead of being an obsessed porn freak (that wouldn’t be very regrettable, either), I’m just pursuing and praising the beauty in its wider sense thinkable. It’s wonderful when it shows up on a human being in such a kind way -despite the perhaps raw context- with the sweetness that only a woman can have, flowing across everything else like an unbeatable stream of reality. I know that if she ever ends reading this, I will be misunderstood and laughed at. However, I don’t care because it’s enough for me just to delight with those first 15 glorious seconds of warming charm. Just as I don’t have to own the Sun to enjoy a sunset, neither the skies to wonder with them, nor a mountain to worship it like a sacred sculpture, so I can also leave this girl shrouded in mist forever. My fascination is fulfilled and not possessive. Please, don’t think that I’m just an affected romantic out of place, who’s crying behind the sheets for his lost Juliette. No; this is a positive, cheerful and energetic feeling, free from any thwarted ambitions. I just have set a bridge of communication that only she will be able to walk, if she ever wants to. What for and why are unanswered questions also for me. Like any other wandering soul whipped by such a sweet passion, I’m just following an inner call which ultimate meaning can only reveal itself. Who knows why, since there’s neither absolute freedom nor truth, and happiness is just a lie they sold us. Only the overwhelming beauty that unveils the hand of God behind so many things -from distant galaxies to dancing atoms, and also a lovely smile– may give us a clue for the meaning, -if there has to be one- of this life, always so wonderfully precious, absurd, and terrifying. These are my lasts words here. I’m open to everything that may happen from now on. So be it! Farewell, lusty angel. I’m glad you are simply there.

P.S.: Webmaster, I don’t know why, but I guess that you are from Germany… Mit freundlichen Gruβen aus sonnige Barcelona. Auf gut Deutsch nächsten mal. Bitte e-mail mich wenn Sie wollen. Ja, Ich weiß es….